dream = awake
one short of the answer, from both sides
d4r18e5a1m13=41a1w23a1k11e5=41k11e5y25=41l12o15c3k11=41s19i9m13=41
dream = awake = key = lock = sim = 41
p16a1n14i9c3=43
panic = 43
DREAM and AWAKE weigh exactly the same: 41. So do KEY, LOCK and SIM. All of them one short of 42.
PANIC is 43. One over. The answer sits between not knowing which state you are in and worrying about it.
Rule: a=1 … z=26, letters only.
type a word
a=1 … z=26, letters only. If it comes to 42, 91 or 133 the page will say so.